Several weeks ago, I told someone that it feels as if I am standing somewhere in the desert wilderness, alone and dwarfed by unnavigable emptiness and windless silence.
Others would no doubt describe the experience differently. I can offer only a little of my own truth about it. I can tell only parts of my own story. I can say only: This is some of what it is like for me in the year after the one in which my son died.
There is unmatched beauty and majesty in the desert...it is just a kind of beauty that few can recognize or appreciate. Your choice of photo hints you are one of the few...
I finally made the time to visit your new site. My hope is to travel this year with you. Our travels together at our blogs have meant much too me. My prayers for you have been consistent as they are my hope for all... a life filled with Peace, Joy, Hope and Love. This year and the next, and into eternity.
I began writing here in order to reflect my way through the first full calendar year after the sudden death in September 2008 of our beloved 24-year-old son. In no way am I able in mere words to plumb the depths of our family's sorrow, but at least here I can wade around a bit in the shallows. Or tread lightly in the expanse of desert that seems not to end. Whatever metaphor works. And, oh ~ I'm not alone. In the list below you'll find others who have written about the big losses of recent years. (Other posts - from the first four months - can be found on my regular blog, Search the Sea, indexed under Grief and Loss.)
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There is unmatched beauty and majesty in the desert...it is just a kind of beauty that few can recognize or appreciate. Your choice of photo hints you are one of the few...
I will be gifted this year as a follower of your journey, GG. Peace to you....
I finally made the time to visit your new site. My hope is to travel this year with you. Our travels together at our blogs have meant much too me. My prayers for you have been consistent as they are my hope for all... a life filled with Peace, Joy, Hope and Love. This year and the next, and into eternity.
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