Holidays - Round Three

Ay-yep.

Worse.

Others moving onward in the lives.

Numbness all worn away.

Reality is really real.

Think I need me a bottle of that good ole denial stuff.

All I Want

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Traveling, traveling, traveling
Looking for something, what can it be . . .

~ Joni

All I want is Josh. Not the Josh of my dreams, not the Josh of my memory, not the Josh of my imagination, not the Josh of my prayer.


I want the flesh and blood Josh of my life. I want him to go to work or grad school, I want him to marry that beautiful girl and adopt those Vietnamese children, I want to watch my tall blond son teaching his dark-haired boys and girls how to play soccer on the beach.


Why is that too much to ask?