Today ~ yesterday, I guess, but I'm still up ~ is the first day that I have felt like myself. I don't expect it to last, but if it can happen once, it can happen again. 432 days.
yes, it can happen again. and it will. little by little, step by step. not at all in any recognizable order, not when you really want or need it, but still, it will happen.
I began writing here in order to reflect my way through the first full calendar year after the sudden death in September 2008 of our beloved 24-year-old son. In no way am I able in mere words to plumb the depths of our family's sorrow, but at least here I can wade around a bit in the shallows. Or tread lightly in the expanse of desert that seems not to end. Whatever metaphor works. And, oh ~ I'm not alone. In the list below you'll find others who have written about the big losses of recent years. (Other posts - from the first four months - can be found on my regular blog, Search the Sea, indexed under Grief and Loss.)
10 comments:
absolutely.
AB.SO.LUTE.LY.
Great news! Now go wow them with your presentation.
Yes.
Smiling here.
yes, it can happen again. and it will. little by little, step by step. not at all in any recognizable order, not when you really want or need it, but still, it will happen.
I'm glad.
Alleluia. May there be more such days to come.
((((Robin))))
0h-- alleluia says it well.
alleluia, amen!
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